My head is in a stupid whirl now. All this times? All this months? You made us worry about you? You made us think you were seriously ill? And in the end we all find out its all just a lie. A lie to make you feel more appreciated. Some of us were worried sick, and all you could do was be deceptive. Do you know how much problems we had to face? You could have told us, yet you wanted to act as if nothing was going on, just to get attention from us. We placed our trust and you, and you broke it all so cruelly. Were you afraid that we wouldn’t like you for who you were? Or were you just being plain selfish? What ever the reason is, you have just destroyed the amount of trust I had placed in you, I had never once doubted it, I believed you so whole heartedly. And in the end, I find out that its all just a plain and stupid lie. I wasted all my time, being worried sick? Thinking about what I could do in order to get you through. And were you just sitting at home? Why cant you just be truthful, is it all that hard? isn’t it much easier to be truthful? Not being self-centered and selfish. One lie leads to another and it slowly builds up, now you have to face the consequences. You caused so much blood, sweat and tears, and in the end, we find that its all for nothing. I don’t know when I will be able to trust you again, it could take years. Perhaps I will forgive, but I will never forget what you did to the others…Your seriously the first person I know that can sit back and watch your so called ‘friends’ suffer because of you.
Just venting my anger...
posted at [4:52 PM]
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